My sweet cat Noelle passed away last night, November 5, 2021, just before 6:00 p.m. Her pain is gone now, this I have to believe, and she is finally at rest. We placed her in a spot beneath the apple tree, right next to my daughter’s kitty Finn, and together, I imagine, they will bask in the sunshine and prance through the dappled shade, on another plane of existence. Au revoir, Noelle and thank you for the memories.
I miss her. I miss seeing her in her favourite spot on the couch where I would give her a rub on the head in the morning. I miss hearing her clanking the water bowls because she wanted them filled up more. I didn’t realize how much I relied on her reminder until I noticed them empty and dry after supper this evening. I miss her sitting on the kitchen table and poking her head through the blinds to look outside. Even though the ends are broken off of three strips. I miss the softness of her fur, and the way she finally, in the last months of her life, wanted to cuddle in my lap in the evening.
We were together for 15 years. She chose our home one Christmas day, made her presence known on the back porch with a clatter, and walked right in when I opened the door. We couldn’t find out where she came from, and so she stayed with us.
She was a protector, stalking bugs and mice around the house, weaving a web of safety around my legs while I waited for the bus in the morning. She was a quiet presence that would sit at your side, always on her own terms. She was fierce and independent. Anyone who says that cats, or any animal for that matter, do not have a soul and the capacity for thought and determination, never took the time to see it.
Our dog Buddy will miss her too. He loved her, mostly because she would tolerate his attention and intrusive kisses. His eyes were sad as he watched her lying still in my lap. He sensed she was not well, and tried to heal her the only way he knew, by licking her face, her head and her ears.
I am not sure how to end this. It will take a while to adjust to her absence. There have been too many changes over the past few weeks. This one is the hardest.
This year we went back to Bonavista for our staycation, thanks to winning a silent auction for a two night stay at By Da Bay Inn in Plate Cove West. It was a good way to finish up a week of vacation, especially coming back on a Sunday and having Monday off! The weather was fine, except for a rainstorm overnight on Friday. The sun was warm, the sky was (mostly) blue with just enough white fluffy clouds to make a good comparison.
We traveled so many side roads to small towns, that by the end of the trip they were all looking much the same and it was harder to find a unique photo to take. There were many wharves hovering over and rising above the sea; some were brightly painted and deliberately cheerful, while others were merely functional and sometimes looked a little worn for wear. After reviewing the more than 400 photos from my flash card, I opted to let some of those just live on in my memory, rather than devote electronic space to it.
Near Chapel ArmBoat by Chapel Arm
This trip could almost be defined by birds. We saw a ton of birds. On Friday, along the road in Bellevue near a small pebble beach, there was a small brown bird that had somehow learned how to hover much like a hummingbird. It held itself suspended just to the left of some shrubs when we first spotted it, before darting here and there among the shrubs, looking for tasty bugs to snack on. I was unable to capture a good still image of it before it darted away again. That is one of the images I will keep only in my mind.
Signs of life on a beach near BellevueCreativity at its finest – love it!
We drove out on Random Island to another town, Aspey Brook I believe, and stopping at the end of the line to turn around we were treated with a flash and a glimpse of a white headed eagle, darting away. I tracked it with my camera and only succeeded in capturing a distant blurry figure between the boughs of a tree as it fled the scene.
The next morning after breakfast, we headed north on our planned loop around the top of the Peninsula. Each little offshoot from route 235 we drove down led to another little town, docks and wharves around a bay, some with beaches, some with cliffs. Some with new houses replacing the old, others abandoning the old houses to their meadows and rebuilding further down the road.
Abandoned house on Random IslandAnother abandoned house on Random IslandSnooks HarbourLily pond on Random IslandAnother angleSanta in Snooks HarbourPigeon on the roof
From Knights Cove to Amherst Cove to Birchy Cove the road dipped in and out of the communities. Churches were much in evidence, some were single church towns, others had two or even three different denominations. Many of them had their own graveyards; the ones with a mix of old and new headstones were better maintained than many of the older ones, tall grasses and fallen down fences indicated neglect. We wondered where the families were, if they had all died off and left no one to pay their respects, or if they had moved away to better fortunes, leaving their homes behind to suffer a similar fate.
Painted rocks along the highway – what a project!Overgrown graveyard near Middle Amherst CoveLeft to Middle Amherst Cove, right to Bonavista
Arriving in Bonavista, we were finally able to have the lunch we couldn’t find on last year’s visit several months after the first Covid lockdown. We arrived at PK’s Takeout at the end of the lunch rush, and had the dining room to ourselves to finish eating. We chatted with our helpful waitress about the upcoming filming in Newfoundland of the next Peter Pan movie and different things to see in the area. She was from Spillars Cove and she suggested we drive out there – previous diners had told her they had mistakenly drove past Spillars Cove looking for Elliston, but it had ended up being the best part of their trip. She said she didn’t even know about the scenery there, even though she had lived there all her life. It really is true that people are seldom tourists in their own country.
Fish flake in BonavistaHorses on the hill
On the way to the Bonavista lighthouse next, we passed a farm and of course, we stopped for pictures of the horses and barns. Onwards sat the large, square and squat lighthouse, red and white striped against the blue sky like a dream of primary colours. Inukshuks were scattered across the rocky cliffs, erected by hikers and visitors. Perhaps they were inspired, or maybe overwhelmed, by the wide open horizon and yearned to anchor themselves against the scene before them. Large or small, they were monuments to the passage of people and time.
View in BonavistaLeading to the lighthouseBonavista lighthouseHappiness is floating above it all…More puffins <3
From there it was on to the aforementioned Spillars Cove through the Dungeon Provincial Park, where we walked across the top of the sea arches, and I admired the contrast of wild roses growing on the cliff, pink against the darker backdrop of rock face and water. In Spillars Cover we spotted a lily pond, sea stacks, and more seabirds (including a family of puffins). The puffins favour the high cliff tops where people can’t reach them, so these photos were taken from a distance.
Calm cove in Dungeons Provincial ParkSea arches in Dungeons Provincial ParkCliffs in Spillars CoveBird island near Spillars CoveDanny picking blueberries in Spillars CoveLast fence standing of a lost settlementPuffin family in Spillars CoveSpillars Cove
Leaving there, we headed back in the general direction of the hotel. Down the highway to Catalina, where a very quiet two lane road led across the peninsula to join the highway just below Amherst Cove. Turning left, we took the road leading through Kings Cove and Duntara, to Keels. In King’s Cove were a church and squid jigger boats. It was getting towards supper, so based on the information we had from the hotel owners, we made our way towards Keels, where there was a small cafe overlooking the harbour. Keels is an old settlement, which has been used for fishing for over 400 years. Being late in the day when we arrived, supplies were low at the cafe so we settled on pea soup for supper. It was quite dusk when we left, so we drove a little past the store where we could see the cottages of summertime visitors, still boarded up, whose owners were unable or unwilling to come yet this year due to Covid travel restrictions.
Kings Cove – church and harbourKing’s Cove Wharf, town and squid jiggersKeels Harbour and summer cottages
The next day was time to head home. Heading back down the highway, we came to Summerville. There was the usual wharf, but at the end of the road some old houses inspired us to get out and walk Buddy a bit along the path leading behind them. Found blueberries, raspberries and saskatoons to munch on. And an old wooden white cross – no idea if anyone is buried there, or if it was meant to mark the place where someone had died. Respects paid, and moved on.
Colourful church in SummervilleAbandoned looking housesSummerville beachWaiting to go back to seaRevealing better days
The trip back was intended to pass through as many of the little towns as possible. The names were intriguing, hinting at connections with other parts of the world – Lethbridge led us up a small dead-end road towards Brooklyn and Portland. There were a couple of interesting houses, and quite a contrast in their condition. What determines whether a house will be well-cared for, or even embellished, and whether it will be abandoned and forlorn. There were actually many of the latter, and it made my heart a bit sad because you could tell they would have had stories to tell if they could talk. I can only assume it comes down to money and the ability to make a living in these relatively isolated communities.
In LethbridgeSpeaks for itself
We drove for about an hour down this highway, and noticed that the land seemed quite suitable for farming. On one stretch there were even a few vineyards. In Jamestown, we spotted a particularly interesting looking church. I may have already said, but most of the little towns had churches and graveyards for at least two denominations. Funny how people maintain distinctions/separations from each other through their lives and even after their deaths. We turned around rather than continuing on to Winter Brook, since we were both getting a bit tired of driving by that point and wanted to make it home by supper.
Lovely house in Brooklyn areaOnce lovely homestead down the roadReturned to the wildChurch in Brooklyn – St. Andrew’s AnglicanImpressive church in JamestownPortland United church
We took one last loop road before heading back to the Trans-Canada, passing through Blundon’s Siding, Bloomfield, Musgravetown, Bunyan’s Cove and to Port Blandford. In Port Blandford we stopped to look at the old T’Railway bridge, saw the nearby heritage display. Haven’t seen a train bridge that big since I was last in Ontario. Good image to mark the end of the trip.
HeritageLooking acrossLooking below
There are always pictures that don’t seem to fit into the narrative, but that I really love for one reason or another – so sharing them here, in random order…
Black GuillemotFlight of the cormorantBirds and illusionsHappy gull – he was just hovering in the updraftHeart shaped sea archSea stack near Spillars CoveSea stacks at a distanceSheep, just becausemore sheep 🙂Random roadside tree Summer shorelineRoses on the edgeContrastsDancing lightThis could be any number of places in Newfoundland – abandoned lobster pots overgrown with fireweed
Another batch uploaded, and there seems to be an unplanned theme – the emergence of leaves as spring progresses. A “happy accident”. Today was a full day of sun, starting with a nice long walk along a very pretty trail, seeing lots of ducks and a waterfall, and good conversation. Also time to re-organize the little greenhouse for another season of growing stuff, setting up tables and filling pots with dirt. Setting the little seedlings out in there to adjust a bit before re-potting, and hoping they survive! Re-purposing an old work table to use for growing herbs on the deck, where they will be readily available for culinary use. Visiting the garden beds and trying to plan what will go where. Sitting at the table outside after supper with a glass of wine, listening to the wind and the birds (and the passing cars), with the sun warm and the trees on the hillside glowing yellow-green.
Nice way to start the day – Virginia River WalkEverything is starting to open up to the light Maple bud flowersAnd a few more maple buds – so delicateRosy leaves and dewRhubarb leaves – something out of the “Little Shop of Horrors”.Sunshine in low places.Backlit leaves in the setting sun.Sunset silhouette – pre-leaves, but still pretty enough to share.
The side of the cliff between the road and the water was recently reinforced, after the storms of 2020 had cause a fair bit of erosion. Lots of big rocks were installed, a bit of the beach was lost, but the birds still come to rest.He looks like he threw back his cape and is about to sing opera. Bright clear night, the moon looks like an enormous starMany doves live here, they have the loneliest bird song I’ve ever heardThe goldfinch are back. This couple stopped at the feeder, and I think they are looking for a place to build their nest.The blue jays are messy eaters. This fellow got the seed he wanted, after shovelling all the little ones out of the tray with his beak.First butterfly/moth of the year. This one looks a little bedraggled and worn. Must have been a rough flight back. He had stopped to rest in the snowbank beside our porch before moving on again.I love the surprise of stepping outside and looking down the road to see this… the birds loved it too!Proof of spring – the forsythia is blooming.
There are always more things to do than time to do them. Winter gives good reasons to slow down and investigate the internal world, to sort out what is important, what we want to spend our time doing, examine our activities and reevaluate or reconfirm our goals.
When setting goals, it’s also important to look for the joy in the steps along the way. Identify ways to measure progress, and remember to savour each moment as it occurs. Taking pictures is one of the ways I use to track progress. Each time I try different settings and see how they alter the image that is captured, I learn other lessons. Focus, perspective, framing. They all have a role to play in the everyday tasks.
Watching birds at the bird feeder from my “office” window at home provides a peek at the social life of some of the winged members living in my neighbourhood. There is a steady stream most days, more than the number of perches available, but they are polite and patient. For the most part. The blue jays tend to be more aggressive when it comes to taking their place on the feeder. There is also a red squirrel who visits, and has a favourite perch to sit and eat seeds. And everyone flees when the crows start to squawk and settle on the electric wires along the side of the road.
The junco dislodges some snow, it is heading for the feeder.A dove shares its perch with a junco, both trying to find shelter from the rain.Doves taking a break, all puffed up for warmth.A sparrow watches other birds peck the seeds on the ground, possibly tossing some down for them.Artie S. Quirrel peeks around the tree to see who is at the bird feeder.Artie S. Quirrel gets the feeder for a while.The Jays wait impatiently for the crowd to clear.The feeder is won.Crow on the wire looking down at the feeder.Three crows caught gossiping on the hillside across the road, and taking advantage of the viewpoint. The Northern Flicker catches my eye with a flash of yellow under-wing, but he is nervous and seldom stops long enough to pose for the camera.
Got a new lens tonight (wicked deal) and had to go try it out. Been meaning to get out for some Christmas lights pictures, so this was the impetus. Lovely evening, not cold, no wind. Not bad for December 27th.
There are still many wonders to be thankful for, but sometimes it requires looking closely to find them. It being a beautiful, sunny Christmas Day, warm enough for a jacket because no wind, it was a great day to get outside. The birds sure enjoyed it!
The gulls found a fine feed in the water off Torbay beach.Water off a duck’s back – taking a bath.Drying off after – the bird dance.“Do you has food?”Swimming against the current.Lost in thought.The play of sun and shadow.Bauline Harbour in December 2020, waiting for winter to arrive.Sun setting on Christmas Day 2020.
Finally something new. It has been a busy fall, and all I’ve managed to now is to download pictures to the computer. Time to put some online.
Feeding timeFuschia in flowerTextured moonFireboatOil tankerBell Island ferryRegal BuddyTired BuddyWistful BuddyLast leafLeftover raindropsLeftover snowNorthern FlickerBilly Jay telling his friends there are more seedsPink DoveHuddled down for warmthArtie S. Quirrel came backStarlingSnow bathFirst snowfall 2020The homesteadUp the hillEnter ye who willSelf-captionedTo be known by deedReady for Christmas