feathers and ferns

Bedtime stories

Shadows creep uphill,
follow the receding glow
like a tired blanket
reluctantly to bed.

Cooler air hovers
over low spots, beads form
on the beige grasses
that poke through the snow.

The earth releases heat
in the settling darkness,
fogs the window panes
as blind as drawn curtains.

A silver palette shivers,
traces sharp-edged leaves,
while spirits wander
to reclaim the night,

etching wishes like kisses
of feathers and ferns,
sign in frosted letters
and secret inscriptions —

as if some restless soul
scribed their old dreams lucent,
to be read again at dawn
in the pink-hued glass.

LMC

Climbing down to town

Fog drapes its arm over the shoulders
of Signal Hill, an old friend bringing home
the one whose frock’s a bit worn
about the edges, who’s lost a century
or two, and how it feels to feel alone.

I could teach it a thing or two;
even the black cat sidling uphill
beside the stairs, won’t cross my path.

Carters may have used this route,
Their horsewhips flailing or brakes smoking,
But I bet they didn’t fear falling.
The hill was only so high, no more
than they could handle, foot-powered and
wooden-wheeled slow-speed progress –
ladders used for tools not goals.

Another set of sideways stairs for stumbling
down, in winter a slide of changing colours,
dodging graffiti and garbage,
and last night’s drunks’ dinners.

The echoes of George’s tawdry revelry
startle well-fed plump pigeons out on
the streets, about their business bobbing heads,
with inconvenient featherless birds
no more than meal-ticket.

Down the harbour, mists have gathered
their tatters together to make a pillow,
sunshine waking up along its edges.
Scattered, the ghosts of Marconi,
of the silent soldiers that sidled
once round the hills. Stilled, the sails that soared
up to meet them, and long since gone.

First light shines, scatters the shadows,
glints on the iron black bars;
decorative but no less purposeful,
if the purpose is to keep us and the water
separate. How could Cabot,
who after all, left home to discover this hill,
have known his name would serve
to remind us of our place?
The buildings behind our backs,
the water waving fare-thee-well,
the fog slipping away like last night’s songs.

LMC

Aevum

for Noelle

The way she perches
on her back legs
as she tucks her paws under,
settles onto the sofa,
is a miracle.

The way she speaks
differently
depending on her mood,
a demand, a confidence,
or a soft purr.

The way her walk
has changed with years,
from a swift dart and a pounce,
to slow and tentative,
is a sorrow.

But the way she leans
into my hand as she passes,
turns and returns, patters
a figure eight, looking up,
is infinite.

LMC

Let it out

Rain sliding down night-darkened windows
makes more noise; without any warning
the edges of thoughts fade, become
tainted by shadows.

Bleach only removes stains from laundry
and white porcelain, neither of which
is as porous as mind, as susceptible
to ground in dirt. 

Arguments almost drown it out; distraction
that ends poorly, ineffectively, guiltily
setting the stain deeper in the fabric
of relationship.

Fluorescent lighting and white-floored
boutiques, salespeople selling smiles
to shoppers, the price of freedom
from isolation and anonymity.

Speeding, cars and drugs; the rushing
adrenaline briefly alters the oncoming
night; inevitably it arrives, the vehicle
doesn’t matter.

The lungs finally demand their due;
soldiers marking time long enough now,
move in, bring order and pace to breath.
Exhale that shit out. Make it out loud.

LMC

Gypsy Blue Shawl

Gypsy blue
is not actually blue at all.
Maybe it once was blue,
but a hint of yellow crept in
like an errant ray of sun.

Not quite so bright as a canary
that would sing your blues away,
and warn you of impending danger.

Closer to a lemon,
tart and translucent slices that
pucker up your lips –
but not quite that either.

Perhaps a stick of butter,
so pale it could almost pass
as a deeper shade of white.
How easily it makes things slide:
stuck zippers;
fried eggs in the pan;
the noisy hinge that could have told me
when you left.

Remember that shawl you gave me?
True blue like my eyes,
I think you said then.
It is not that colour now.

Worn and washed by memories
to a shade of gypsy blue.
I wonder if you’re still wandering.

LMC

Treasure Seekers

On summer days we searched the beach for gold,
but would have settled for a dime or two.
With pebbles we made trinkets that we sold
until you said you’d better things to do.

I went along but never quite forgot,
the colours of the smooth sea glass we’d find.
Or china patterns over which we’d fought,
those pieces that are long gone from your mind.

I think by counting grains of hourglass sand,
(to make the time pass slower while they fall),
someday I’ll learn, and not have to pretend,
to just forget those dreams you don’t recall.

Yet every winter, you fly to the sea;
if you find any glass, send some to me.

LMC